Queen Biyachessa

For you, you f^cking asshole.

Sorry for the language, guys. I’m just in a really, really, really bad mood. I can’t believe there are actually guys like him. And pathetic as it may seem – guys I was (alright, alright, am) attracted to.

Suddenly, you’re all I see again.
You’re like the most beautiful scenery in the world,
Every single time I look at you.
You’re like the light that shines through my window
On bright mornings after a storm

You’re all I see again
In that crazy spiked and colored hair
In that newly grown, manly hair above your lips
And beautiful, knee-shaking smile
Forming from your naturally pinkish lips

You’re all I see again
With the sourness of our love
I can’t ever forget
The beauty behind each tear
And love beneath each frown

You’re all I see again
Despite the many men that have come to pass
Despite the men that have lied and loved
The many men that have ruined me
And made me bitter and angry

You’re all I see again
And somehow I still want to believe
With you it’s like magic
With you it’s just like the beauty of Christmas day
With you it’s just so simple

With you, I’m me
And with you, I’ve got everything I need
With you there is hope
And with you there is love
When I see you again.

To See You Again
~010710Adrian~

I literally am angry at him.
And worse, I’m angry probably because I still have the strongest feelings for him that I’ve never had for anyone else. Just for him.
It’s a long story and I’m afraid I can’t really tell it all. It’s too embarrassing on my part. Okay, so maybe someday I will tell you. After I blog about my Christmas and New Year. How was your vacations everyone? Did it suck as much as mine did? If it didn’t, good for you.