Hurting and torn because of my own dumb ways
Crying, dying, failing in so much agony
Yet I see how weak I’ve become
The immaturity in me driving me deep
Lower, lower into my own cliff
I hold on for my own sake
Weakness of my being is becoming a mistake.

Driving myself crazy, thinking of everything that’s done
The thought of the loser I am
Seeping slowly into my veins
Biting deep into the bones of my skeleton
Leaving nothing to spare
The storm of consequences will soon come to rain
Its inevitability is driving me insane.

6am, March 18, 2007