This is the last in the Playboy series. Hopefully, I find someone else to inspire me like he did. I’m not really sad. In fact, I’m quite happy it’s over. Just for everyone to know, I finally ended it with him. I told him I didn’t feel any security with him and wasn’t ready for a relationship yet. I guess it’s true. I’m not ready for a relationship with someone who can’t handle a relationship with me. I need someone better. Someone who’ll treat me way better. Someday I’ll find my prince. When I do, he’ll be so much better.
The days go by now slowly
Your inspiration I lose, I cannot feel
The days we had together just doesn’t feel realI look across to you in the fields
Our minds reading, our heart’s at end
My heart doesn’t jump, I don’t feel the flip
The nothingness new to meIt’s sad I had to let go of you
It’s sad to know you won’t fight for me
It’s sad to know we’re not going anywhere
The ending, chaos yet a sigh of reliefI really thought we could have had something
Your playboy heart I thought I could change
It turns out I can’t and I don’t want to hurt any longer
Letting you go is a decision I hungeredThe fact is we’re over and it feels so empty
Yet I’m happy, no toys, no games
My heart is safe and I’m not your second
The circles we play is not so fun
The point is we’re finally doneI don’t regret losing you
Nor do I regret wanting you
I do hope someday, before mountains crumble
And I’m 85
I do hope you’ve changed and live happy
Life starts the moment we’re over.
Over
-vaughn9.42am 11-29-09-
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