Numb

Because I’m dying inside
And it’s not easy to hide
I don’t know what to feel
Losing grip of everything that’s real

I’m going numb right now
Enjoying seeing my blood flow
Realizing how the pain has bit into me
Needing so much strength for me to be set free

Consequences I am bound to face
Fear swallows me up in so many ways
Love has lost its real meaning
Death, a word to describe each feeling.

5.32am, March 18, 2007