It’s been quite some time since I last said that word. Well I mean for myself. And maybe even as in a future potential. I haven’t really thought of love for some time now. Since I started business, I’ve been too preoccupied. Having a business and school is a bit much when you’re in my position so I was shocked to find myself thinking of love these times.

I know I’ve been having some feelings for him some time now. It’s almost neutral sometimes, and sometimes its a bit more. Sometimes, I do care, and sometimes I don’t.

I haven’t known him well yet. I have this stupid weakness for the weak in a minor case to “try” help them become better people.
So yes. He got me there.
He’s a really weak person. And I like that. I like trying to help him. But then sometimes, I think I just help too much. I don’t really know what I feel yet, or if I’m becoming much of a feeler. But Kym’s right. I shouldn’t look. I just have to wait. He’ll come.

My prince will come. And someday, I’ll also have that someone to lean on.
Sometimes, I just can’t help but wish he’d come already.