I wish I had the strength to turn away
With you I know I must not stay
I can’t not fall for you
But neither can I believe it’s true

I’m not an idiot, you know
I know the feeling, I know I should go
I can’t help looking back
To find that something that I lack

I wait at the gates of my own heart’s doom
It’s you and your heart, is there even any room
You make me fall, you make me want you
And now, I have no idea what to do

You’ll only hurt me, it’s the unstated fact
I need to protect my heart, keep it intact
Keep it far away from your ever sweet lies
The solution of leaving you is what’s wise

I cannot help it, as I wait at the gate
Knowing completely that my heart’s the bait
I look back again and again to search for you
Crestfallen, disappointed, knowing what’s really true

You can either love me or just let me leave
For I want love to be something I can believe
Don’t sugar coat your words, I’m not a kid
I can handle it; it’s my heart in bid.

-vaughn 12.55am 111009-