There are a lot of movies coming out this year and it’s kind of exciting to think about it. I can’t wait to watch most of them and the waiting is kind of killing me now. What are the must watch movies this year?

1. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince:

I’ve been dying to watch this movie. I can’t believe they made us wait almost 2 years just for this. I was very disappointed when they moved the opening to this year. I miss Harry. I miss Hedwig. *tear*

2. Angels and Demons

Aside from the fact that I love these kinds of movies, the mystery, crime solving movies, I totally love Dan Brown. I loved Da Vinci Code and I’m hoping this would be just as good.

3. New Moon

I had to force myself to write this in the list. I mean it. I do love Twilight. I do love this series, but every time I think of Robert Pattinson’s constipation act in the classroom, I feel like dying of embarrassment. I don’t think I’d want to see Bella blinking so much this time either. Oh, and not to forget, I’m not excited at all to see Lautner back. I support petitions to remove him. He doesn’t stand a chance against Pattinson.

4. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

I totally love Shia Labeouf. Hot, hot, hot. I watched Transformers and I thought it rocked. I would love to see some Megan Fox and Shia action again. I totally dig Bumblebee as well.

5. Up

I think this movie rocks. I like the plot so far, and the floating house is really cute. Well, we’ll see what’ll happen.

6. Sherlock Holmes

Although I’m not Guy Ritchie’s avid fan, I am a fan of Sherlock Holmes. So I will watch this movie and I’ll try my very best not to cringe during the whole movie.

7. Year One

I don’t really dig Michael Cera, but I like the Biblical plot thingy. Original, and very intriguing.

8. Public Enemies

I’m not a fan of guns and shootings and all that crime crap, but I love Johnny Depp and I love Christian Bale too. With both of them in it, I just might have the strength to get off my bed and watch this in the cinemas. Or maybe I’ll just rent. Yeah, that’s a better option.

9. The Lovely Bones

I actually just wrote this in the list because the title was interesting. When I read the plot, I regretted writing it down.

10. A Christmas Carol

I love Christmas Carol. I read this once for a school paper and I never read it again.

These are my choice at my 10 movies to see. As you probably have guessed, I’m not much of a movie fan until it’s out (of course unless it’s Harry Potter which I die waiting for every year). I usually don’t make plans to watch a movie until I’ve heard how others have rated it. But, 2009’s a new year. Who knows.

It’s Christmas again. It seems like just a few days ago when the last Christmas had passed. Last year I vowed to be a better person. I don’t think that worked very much. I don’t feel like a better person at all. This year. What can I say this about this year. I lost much more than I gained. I lost some very, very important things to me. I lost the one thing I have really, really liked and I didn’t realize it until now. I guess right now I’m in mourning for it. I built everything I had into it. I blame myself for losing it. I guess that’s what they don’t understand. They’re not me. They don’t get it. They don’t have the same pressure. So this Christmas, everything’s different. I’m such a different person now I can’t even recognize myself anymore.

1. Peace of Mind: if there was one thing I really, really want to have this Christmas it would be a peace of mind. For all those who do not know, don’t ask.
2. To finally move on and forgive myself. Again, for those who do not know, don’t ask.
3. A necklace. Something that would constantly remind me of what has happened this recent days.
4. A paycheck from Odesk. Odesk is the other one thing I haven’t lost yet. If I get a paycheck from Odesk, I’d be really, really happy.
5. Cash. I really want cash so that I’d be able to have some capital for my own line. Not really my own line, but my own design of clothes.
6. A shih tzu. Haha. Such a far cry from a wish list. I just want something to take care of. Or maybe a companion when I’ve got the blues.
7. Opaque tights. I want a set of them, green, purple, yellow and blue and red. Really cool.
8. Heels. Comfy heels. I need new heels that I can wear all the time and not feel much pain.
9. Gladiator sandals. Although the house is filled with them, I don’t have that much spare money to splurge on glads for myself.
10. Dress. Any dress. I really like dresses now so I wouldn’t mind a new dress.
11. A new phone. I’m not really into material stuff this year and I just want a new phone so that I don’t have to keep looking at my poor naked phone and feel sorry for it.
12. An Iphone. I just realize how good it would be if I had this too. I could go to school and work at the same time. Although it is so expensive, I could still dream right?

10. Susan and Mike, Desperate Housewives.
Although Susan is downright slutty and horny all the time, Mike is a really good guy. They both clicked so well in the past seasons and they’ve been through so much that I really can’t get over their break up in season 5. That was a big bummer. Probably one of the reasons why I don’t watch Desperate Housewives anymore.

9. Derek and Meredith, Grey’s Anatomy
God, isn’t Derek THE hottie? Too bad he’s married. But anyway, he is so hot, his smile practically lights up the tv in rainbow colors. I used to really like the couple but sometimes, their relationship is so frustrating with too much drama, that one day, you’d actually wish they just shut the hell up and go their separate ways. Then again, it’s tv drama we’re talking about. It wouldn’t be any fun if they laid off each other now would it?

8. Elle and Sylar, Heroes
Although Elle is like this psycho bitch I don’t understand, and Sylar is like this major hot murderer, they’re like so right for each other. Both mental, both murderers, both hot. Yeah well, if you had the coolest powers, you’d go psych too right?…uh..right?
Well, at least they have chemistry…

7. Haley and Nathan, One Tree Hill.
Although I love this couple and they’ve been through so much, they’re so ordinary sometimes that it’s so boring. Their plot is too predictable, of course, except this season, and they’re really perfect which is a bummer. Of course, everyone secretly hates perfect couples on TV. Okay, maybe, it’s just me.

6. Chuck and Blair, Gossip Girl.
Damn, these two. They have like, electricity sprawling their bones. Catty, bitchy and super cool. They’re like the most alike, but the most different. Whatever. Anyway, they got a lower mark than the next couple, because they’re not really going to get the stupid happy ending like everyone wants… or are they?

5. Serena and Dan, Gossip Girl.
Aaron just freaks me out. What a creep. Well, aside from the fact that they’re so compatible and Serena is like the IT girl, and Dan is super cute, they are meant for each other…but sometimes, they so don’t have hope that you wish Lily and Rufus would just get on with each other so that Serena and Dan would have to stop their little prancing about with anonymous and unimportant fags like Aaron…but then they won’t have their chance anymore…too bad.

4. Lana and Clark, Smallville
These 2 are so meant for each other. Until of course you realize that the woman he married in later parts was names Lois and DEFINITELY NOT LANA. Well, what a bummer huh?

3. Peyton and Lucas, One Tree Hill
I love Peyton. I really do. Since I first started watching One Tree Hill, she was already my bet for Lucas. Guess I won, huh? Haha. I think its because Peyton is a little like me…haha! I meant the music and emo type..=p

2. Max and Liz, Roswell
Okay. I totally love this couple. Besides that Max is like the hottest guy (okay, maybe in the group of hottest guys), he is also such a sweet guy. You just have to love him for his strength, his human-ness, his love for Liz, his courage and bravery and his willingness to be a good person. He’s the alien version of Edward. Although sometimes, he treats Liz so bad, that if I were in a relationship like that, I’d be bailing the first mistake already. He thinks he can go into and out of her life just like that. But of course, if I was in a relationship with a hottie like Max, I’d learn how to forgive. Haha..duh. Anyway, this couple, is all about LOVE. They’re really in love and you have to admire Liz for her strength and her courage to hold on to Max. I didn’t like the ending much though. It wasn’t a happy ending, having to run away and all (at least they got married), but it gave out the realistic part that, nothing really ends “happily ever after”. Although, this may be lame, I was battling between the number 2 and number 1 spot. And I had to struggle writing this at number 2 until I realized why the number 1 couple deserved its spot more than these two. Max and Liz have a kind of love that seems so unrealistic. You don’t let anyone hurt you like Max hurt Liz, or vice versa. You just don’t. Because that means, you don’t love yourself enough to know when it’s over. Okay. Fine. Maybe I’m just a sad and depressed hypocrite. But still. And I don’t mean all the sci-fi chorva, and the alien stuff.

1. Kris and Junior, Wildfire
God, isn’t Junior so adorable? He’s gorgeous, a wisecrack, funny, witty, intelligent and the best part of it all is he’s got a porsche! Haha! So take that, Edward Cullen! Kidding. Anyway, Junior is like every girl’s fear. But he sure knows how to make a girl feel like she’s his. Lucky Kris. She gets him. Unlike Max and Liz, Kris does most of the hurting here. But Junior fell in love bad. So I had to wait till half of 4th season to see them back together again. They’ve got real sparks there, they can light up Manila! Honestly, such a cute couple.
What makes them the number 1 couple though? Aside from the fact the Junior is so sweet, I think I’ve memorized all his lines by heart and Kris can be so romantic too, they’re the most realistic couple without drama being too exaggerated. They don’t go all noble to save the other from harm, or they don’t try to do crazy things to win back the other. They don’t beat around the bush, they have realistic situations and really sucky but interesting plots. They portray a couple that could be real.
On the other hand, maybe I’m just biased. Haha.
You should watch wildfire. The best tv show ever. Good for families too.

Just an additional. I also left out some couples that could probably make the cut with a little more work.

1. Izzie Stevens and Alex Karev, Grey’s Anatomy.
Alex is so the bad boy! But he’s a good guy. And Izzie made him become that. Until one day she starts seeing the stupid dead Denny again. Don’t get me wrong, Denny is cute. But come on? Hello? Give the plot a rest! And we all thought it was a little close to reality until we realized that ghosts are a part of that reality now too. If Izzie doesn’t stop seeing that Denny in their stupid plot of a tv show, I’d rather she get sacked or died in the show or something. Alex changed so much for her. She better not ruin it.
2. Jess and Rory, Gilmore Girls.
Although I love these two, they didn’t make the cut due to lack of exposure. Okay, fine, I forgot about them. =(
They have chemistry though which is good.
3. Joey and Dawson, Dawson’s Creek.
They’d cut it if ONLY they had given Dawson’s Creek a better ending. Come on! They lead people to think that Joey and Dawson are meant for each other, the best for each other and all that, and then in the end, she ends up with another non-hot guy? How lame is that?
4. Piper and Leo, Charmed
Such a good couple. I also forgot them.
5. Spike and Buffy, Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
The chemistry is undeniable. Spike is such a hottie I don’t know how Buffy says no to him. Again, I forgot about them.
6.Marissa and Ryan, The O.C
Although these 2 totally deserve to be in the Top 10, I can think up a reason why they don’t deserve to be there. They were never actually together. Every episode of the O.C has been hanging if they’d still be together the next episode or not. And sometimes, even if the dumbest idiot can tell that they’re about to break up, it just breaks the heart of every single girl out there. Well, duh. So what if they’re soulmates? She dies anyway.
7. Seth and Summer, the O.C
What chemistry! I just love their humor. Like the other 2, I forgot them.
8. Michael and Sara, Prison Break
Michael is the heat of Prison Break. I just love him. I didn’t actually forget them. I just don’t watch Prison Break anymore. I think they overextended the series too much that it’s now too boring to watch.

I realize that I’ve just created a new list. Maybe I should rethink my top 10.
Well, I’ll be thinking up my next list. I should do the worst tv couples huh? So I could say a lot of mean things about them. Haha.

10. Watch Twilight

Twilight is one of the best stories I’ve ever read. Watching it would probably make me feel so much better. Besides, who could refuse a handsome guy like Robert Pattinson?

9. Watch many more K-Drama, J-drama, T-drama

I love these kinds of dramas. They make the world seem so easy. I guess this is why I love to spend time on it. Aside from inspirational, they’ve got this world where everything seems to be made for the characters. So easy. Unlike the real world where disappointments, heartaches and failures are real.

8. I want a plaid top..blue..or pink or yellow. I also want the plaid dress.

I’ve got a plaid top already. I like it. Pero it wasn’t what I expected. I still want my own collection of it. I want a dress. And I want more colors. I want the blue in Ms. Cherry’s album. I also want the red dress in Deity’s shop.

7. I want to learn French and Mandarin/Nihonggo

I’ve always wanted to learn a new language. I just think other languages are so creative and its really interesting. I want to learn French because it’s so romantic. Besides, I want to go to Paris someday. Mandarin because it’s a business language and also because I want to understand the K-dramas/J-dramas/T-dramas I watch. Same for Nihonggo..

6. I want to write a poem/story.

It’s been awhile since I’ve written. I miss it. Ever since I started a completely different path, I feel that it’s illegal morally to write. I miss it. It used to be my inner world, the world where I put in myself and I bring out my wants. I can’t seem to do it anymore.

5. I want to find a new inspiration.

Without inspiration, I can’t write. I need one. I just can’t seem to find enough drive to help me. Same for other things. I need something to inspire me well, to inspire me enough and help me get through this.

4. I want to earn money and finally get to start on my own designs

I envy Ruby. I really do. I want to be able to create my own designs. Have them made and then sell them. I want to draw my own designs. But I suck at drawing. It drives me crazy. Every time I see something I want to sell and have made, and I can’t, it kills.

3. I want to finally answer Mama’s email.

She’s sent at least 3 emails. I can’t reply. Because I have no reply. Simple as that. I don’t know what to say.

2. I want to go back to Papua New Guinea.

I want to go back where I started. Maybe take a breather, look around, gather inspiration. Find out what I want. PNG’s where my heart lays. No matter how much more developed Philippines is, or that I am a Filipina, and that I was born here, PNG’s where I began.

1. I want to get off the sofa, stop being a couch potato, find my way back to the world and stop avoiding the inevitable.

So true. Just can’t seem to find the drive to do it. I’m running out of time. And it sucks that up till now I still can’t face what’s happened.